Archive | April, 2013

I am scared

28 Apr

4-28-13

 

I am scared

Scared of wasting the last weeks of college

Scared of plans messing up for the summer

Scared of leaving this place that feels like home

 

I am scared

Scared that I will make mistakes

Scared that I will go the wrong way

Scared that I will never do everything right

 

I am scared

Scared of my desire for companionship

Scared of my jealousy

Scared of my loneliness

 

I am scared

Scared that times is going by to fast

Scared that I am not using it wisely

Scared that moments pass forever gone

 

I am scared

Scared of ending freshman year

Scared of the summer

Scared of being a sophomore

 

I am scared

Scared that I am reading too much

Scared that I am lost in another world

Scared that I am stuck in a fantasy

 

I am scared

Scared of friends drifting apart

Scared of friends going away

Scared of friends clashing in conflict

 

I am scared

Scared that expectations will be to high

Scared that situations will change

Scared that I have little control

 

I am scared

Scared of not being used

Scared of being lukewarm

Scared of losing my zeal

 

I am scared

Scared that I will fail

Scared that I am not enough

Scared that I am weak

 

I am scared

Scared of what lies ahead

Scared of what the past predicts

Scared of what presently preoccupies

 

I am scared

Scared not that You will change

Scared not that You will disappoint

Scared not that You will fail

 

I am scared

Scared not of what the world threatens

Scared not of harm on this earth

Scared not of anything when I trust in You.

 

I put my hope in You.

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